hear my story hear me please!

confused! there is something wrong with me, with my body, with my soul, with alllllllllllll.
i don't know but i am really afraid, why?
do you read my post about my nightmare?
about a big earthquake. it makes me afraid.
now... i am really weak. i don't know why, my mother said that i got anemia. do you know it?
now i can't do my habit with my friends like "tampar-tamparan, kejar-kejaran, dan lain-lain"
if i play it i will be tired, my face will be pale, and etc
actually i don't know. do i really get anemia?
i don't want to check it in hospital. i am too lazy
and then you must know, now i am really afraid about earthquake, everyday every hour every minute every second, i feel like there is an earthquake. i have been crazy!
Mr.Sonny said that i must go to the top of mountain of beach and SHOOOOUT loudly, so i can feel like at past. free!
now. my life is really different, i always think about future future future
i can feel happy, i don't know why...
huff :(
i am sad, disappointed. why why why
maybe i will follow Mr. Sonny's advice OK.
i am really busy now, i don't have rest time now. i must work hard. wooooooork hard, almost final test, the final test will hold on December 7th 2009, i still want to maintain my score. i still want to follow IJSO and OSN pleaseee God.

now my condition is really bad.
seperti ingin pingsan setiap kali aku harus berdiri.
what must i do?
i don't know.
bye!
thank for hear my story :)
JBU
I will go to my course byeeeee

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