so, for all my friends. why must we hate may (including me?) it's up to you, because i try to love may and everything will be fine. I believe in God, i believe He will give me the best ways not my ways but His ways. although i am disappointed, but i never be made disappointed by Him. He always understands me. maybe i think May is so resentful because i believe that i do mistakes so that God is testing me on this month.

I still can't change, i wanna be better for God. i don't know why... but maybe God want me to do my best, but I'm so confused, God please show me the ways ;') amen.