it's about our math daily test. it is all about it!
first yesterday i cried because i have done a mistake on that test! but finally my teacher didn't mark it as a mistake. i got 98! it's make my heart wants to be broken my me!
it hurts me so.
and it's happened too to my close friend, Sela.
She got B- mark i think, and i know what she feels now. and i know who are happy because of excellent score i know. although i got good score, but i am disappointed because, why couldn't i got excellent score? why my scores are going to go down? fyi i follow course, i study more than I'd done when i was at 8th grader, but why my scores are bad? it's not too good than when i was at 8th grader.
i am disappointed, really...
but then to you Sela. you have to know that life is like a wheel. sometime you will stand at the highest place and see others who are under you, and sometime you will stand at the lowest place and you don't want everyone see you as if you will be insulted. like i have said to you, an ordeal is like a whip. you feel hurt because of this but because of that you can be better.
it's one thing that is being studied by me now. i know that i always want to get perfect score, but sometime God don't want give that excellent score to me maybe i am not fit to receive it or maybe God has another plans for me :)
life is like a lesson, one thing you have to do is you have to study from all that you have gotten in this world.

and the last is remember that because of that score you still can reach your future, there's still a hope. don't destroy your motivation, being optimism is the most important thing. and the last is surrender it all to your God, let God gives the best for you, you use your own mind because you can't do anything without God.
Thanks :)
GBU!