I'm afraid. i always say that i am tired. i am tired with all activities, i wanna take rest just a minute. I'm afraid if someday i just can complain with everything.
Maybe God is just forging me, He want me to be a strong girl and with good ambitions (not ambitious).
i don't want to complain about anything, cause those are given by HIM.
i try to do my best, and i try to keep my heart so it won't be broken easily, God forges me strongly so my heart must be strong too :p
and in this last grade, i just want they know that i can. trust me. i can't do the exam well. believe me. cause God is with me.

the other topic is about today. in Indonesia (for abroad readers especially cause i see at feedjit there are some abroad visitors hehe thank you i think my blog had had go international) . today is Teacher's day, it is always celebrated on November 25th and today. Me, represented my friends give an appreciation for my teacher by giving a short speech.
at the first time (before the ceremony began) i asked to my physics teacher "Sir, can i use the text?" he said "oh yes." then i said to my heart "fiuuh i can use text" but if i think deeply, it won't be good if i use text. then i asked my friend "should i use text? which one is better using text or no?" she said "no." i asked the same question to my friend. all my friends said "NO" ok. i became nervous when the ceremony was beginning.
many things made me laugh haha *i can't explain them one by one*
then, unbelievable. i was called before the command from the inspector. Oh noo… then I came slowly but surely, and I began to speech. It was amazing cause suddenly I could remember all the text. But there was little mistakes caused my bad behavior “nervous” but I think it is ok, because on Monday I will give another speech about corruption (that topic was from Deasy). Pray for me guys!!

Then I went online and found Egan, he started to chat me. He said “your speech is good but there isn’t the speech’s intonation. Like telling a story to us. But It’s ok” ok. Maybe I can do better on Monday. I wanna make others proud to me.

Then, we made a little surprise for our teacher. It was really sweet and I totally like it. My teacher cried. It was her first experience, she never gets a little surprise before. And she is proud with us. We won’t forget you, Ma’am. Then the annoying event occurred. There was no lesson time! So free class. But we’ve studied civics education for daily test, but the time was used to do race huff. Disappointed enough, but the benefit one from this event is : I shouldn’t collect Economics’ task. You know what? I didn’t do it last night cause I was really tired and went slept haha. I was lucky on that time.

I think those are about my wonderful adventure. See ya on the next post bye☺