let me write seriously.
it's about something which can make me shout loudly cause... i have imagined having it for 2 year.
can you imagine it... i have waited for 2 years or maybe more, i have waited for my special stuff that is should be given in this month.
what it is? it is new violin.
as you know everyday i wish i use new violin, new size, new color, new color tone, and i play it gracefully.
if you say "ah you aren't a patient girl. just wait for some times."
in fact my violin teacher always says "you have to retire your violin and buy the new one, cause i think your violin isn't match with you now."
and... yes it's true. i feel it, i have to change my violin.
but this time i face the problem. my parents don't have times to buy it. yeah they have a lot of jobs/works. and i don't have to disturb it.
they're busy but not too busy i think, yeah i think... i have to succumb. maybe this Christmas i won't use new violin. i won't, in spite of in my last Christmas on my secondary school.
i just wish every night i use it in the Christmas party at my school.
but unfortunately my wishing isn't answered yet.
disappointed enough... but i can't do anything. anything.
i just let if flow, let my feeling evaporate up. and yeah.... i will imagine i use new violin when I'll perform then.
i wish i get new violin soon. i just have to be more patient. more.