I don't know what is being happened to me now. i am just being crazier now, thinking about Paris, thinking about Harvard. then suddenly I realized, that i have been so lazy for these days. I don't want my friends leave me with their higher marks than me. i won't and i don't want. so let me make this promise! I will study hard to reach my dream (Paris) start from this Saturday!
Have you ever felt that you're tired and want to take a rest just for few minutes? I am doing it now. I feel so bad and tired now, i need to rest and lay my head down. dreaming. thinking. imagining. Thinking about future probably never ends. it will be ended when God is calling your name. only God who holds on my future. God, hear my prayer now. I really want to be Harvard's student and going out to Paris. Let me undergo it! Amen!
so...from now i will make a new serious-fun life, will be fulfilled with God's love and my dreams! Paris. Here I come, Harvard Here I am...