I am really really disappointed and messed up, yesterday my face was looked so terribly...everyone doesn't know anything except my friend, Deasy. It's not about my last entry about someone who i like, but...it's about something that it's out of my mind. how can it really really enter my soul? (gaah...i really really don't know what i am talking about now).
but, to make sure that i am really messed up, i just can say...
if i could make that time back, i would say it to my parents, they've to know that their youngest daughter really wants it, till now. but now it becomes more dangerous, and you have to know that i always think about it really.............from last night till today. i have to erase it, right? but i can't go away. i don't know what's matter about me, my feeling changes quickly from thing stuff to the other, i often undergo it, but i never undergo this dangerous one.
gah, gonna out and refresh my mind.
*by the way my English practice exam was success, and i really really like Rara's beverage!
wish me luck for Science and Bahasa exam!☺