i don't know why i give its name like that..."a journey to the center of my life?" it's like name of a film, right? oh yes! journey to center of the earth!! but it's in different side, it's just about my previous journey to my home.
actually this thing happened yesterday. from Monday to Friday i had final examination and i would go home earlier. there was no course that week, then i went home using our national transportation "kopaja!" then i went home together with my friends named Lorna and.....oh no! i just forgot it *sigh* the kopaja was quite enough so i can get a seat. you know what, the kernek is an over active little boy, he runs, jumps, makes a joke, laughs, and everything without thinking that this job is not supposed to be for him, i am sure that he never gets a formal education. oh friends, can you imagine how lucky are we? and how poor is he? on that time i just realized and sighed........for that time i realized that i am one of the luckiest girl in this world, having complete parents who love me as much as they love my sister and brothers, having nice family who always support me whenever.

the kopaja ran as quick as my minds flowed, then it arrived in Puri Indah, when i saw an old man who used his umbrella as his stick, i thought that he got a bad disease probably stroke because he was so difficult to handle his body, and he seemed difficult to say some words. the young man (kernek) just laughed at that old man, i said on my mind "oh young boy, how poor are you. someday you will be like that, you will need another help, do you want to get same acts like that?" on that time i just could stare at that young boy and the old man. this world has broken. where is the politeness? i can find it at every young people now.

Finally the journey ended in front of the gate of my housing. on this journey i learned that i am a lucky girl and i don't want to waste anything now, and the last advice that i get is "i have to respect the old people cause i will undergo the same thing."