you don't have to hear it directly from my mouth, cause I'll say it now.
My scores are going to decline now. right now. i just can't stop thinking about my scores, remembering what i have done this week, useless... 3 years for 5 days, useless...i think the marks aren't good like i have thought. i just hope a miracle comes on national exam. school exam has been over, but my heart still regret about my biggest mistake on math exam. really. i can't receive it, it's hard. i don't know what will happened with my scores, but you've to know that I've given my best ability. don't you think that i don't study! i study...i study for this worth exams.

congratulation my friend! you've got it, probably you're the first rank in this term. congratulation! but i won't surrender. never. i won't!