today is the day-1. well...my worried has got its top. anyway it's normal for a human being to feel worried, right? *sigh*

it's hard to know if you have worked hard for 3 years but it ends just for 4 days. it's hard to know that your target isn't reached. i don't want to think about it, but my mind about it can't be swept away. i don't want to think negatively. i hope...i can reach my target.

well.. DKHUN could be download some days before, maybe my teacher has seen the result, sometimes i want to ask to my homeroom teacher. "are my scores good ma'am?" i really can't imagine my teachers will smile disappointedly to me. they have hoped to me. i really feel failed if it happens. i hope it won't. never. it's more suck than worst nightmare that i ever underwent.