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Phebe Anggita. Female. Christian. Indonesian. Masih mempunyai mimpi yang sama menjadi Pediatric Neurosurgeon. Cakrawala.

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Goals for this year

☺Winning some competitions in Chemistry
☺Having many new friends
☺Getting blogger achievement or gateway
☺Living happily

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happy birthday daddy!

today is my daddy's day. he has been 51 years old, i really haven't prepared him a gift. i don't have enough money, i can't buy anything like my friends do to their parents. well daddy i am so sorry. i believe that he won't open my blog from his cell phone or take a few minutes to read my blog using computer. i still believe that he doesn't know that i have a private blog.

well daddy, it's hard for me to say "i love you" to you directly. i don't know why, i am just really ashamed to say that. in here i just can say "happy birthday dad! i love you much"

you're really my hero, and you are the most inspiring, the bravest, the smartest guy, the wisest guy that I've ever met, known, and seen.

forgive me dad cause i can't buy you anything in your special day, forgive me because i always make you get angry, forgive me because i always disappoint you. You've taken care of me since i was baby till now. dad, do you know? i really want to grow as fast as i can, i really show you that i can be a doctor like you want. i really want to grow fast, getting scholarship, studying overseas and make mom and dad happy. i really want to take you to every country you want. i really don't want to see your disappointing face like you did when i graduated from elementary school. and i really want to keep your advice, having good relationship with my sister and my brothers.

dad, i really want to be your best daughter, cause you're my best dad! i ever saw you cry, laugh, disappointed, and i ever saw your poker face, i really want to say thank you when you wanted to pick me up on 10 p.m when i followed some courses, i really want to kiss your cheek when you have waited me doing violin rehearsal for some hours. i know that your job isn't easy but you always show me that you're able, you're strong, and you're capable to solve all your problems. i never know that you have so heavy pressure thinking about your children, i never knew it before you told me on Saturday, you showed me your tiring face and you got angry to my sister and me. i don't know why but I feel like I'm not able to kiss your cheek or say "thank you" to you. i don't know why. am i shame? i think yes.

i never knew that you always sacrifice your job time just for your children.

dad, i really want to say thank you, and i love you. cause you're good enough to get it.

gee whiz, i got my speechless-es, i don't know what i want to say know. i just really want to cry because dad always sacrifices everything for me, and for my sister, and my brothers.