well today i went to my next school MHT. i met the teachers, my seniors and my friends. they're nice. very nice and fun. we will have 'mos' for a week and on Saturday we will do social activity, giving some charities to people who live near our school environment.

well my relative named Prillye is really beautiful. oh ya my senior are amazing, they ever won some prestigious competitions and I'm inspired by kak Ayu Fatmawati. she won Asian Mathematics Championship and Singapore Mathematics Olympiad. don't you believe that? and i think she is cute.

i did enjoy our first meeting. but...suddenly when i was being told by Mr. Dion that we'll go home next month not once two weeks, my mood suddenly changed. i didn't enjoy anymore. i am absolutely totally sure that i will miss my mother, my father, my brothers, my sister, my orchestra and absolutely my church. well my church will do a retreat on this September and I'm the secretary :) proud to be a secretary.

oh ya. today was fun and tiring. and on Sunday we will go back to dormitory and will go home next month.

everyone in that school tells that studying in MHT is not easy as you think. pfff suddenly my blood went up to my head, getting headache, and..........I was really confused thinking can i survive there? can I....? can I shine? can I??

sometimes i think that I've taken wrong decision...hff

help me...

but i believe Jesus will help me passing these hard years.

amen.

Jeremiah 17:7!