I just received a new "Our Daily Bread" via airmail for Sept-Oct-Nov. Every edition of ODB, there will be discovery series. In this edition, they make a discovery series titled "When God isn't answering your prayer -Psalms 77-" 

When God isn't answering my prayer? sigh.

as you know that my friends and I follow a research competition held by Indonesia's Government called OPSI abbreviation from Olimpiade Penelitian Siswa Indonesia. this year my school sent 3 teams. My team, and 2 senior teams. the title of my group's research is "Degradation of waste using photocatalyst Titanium Dioxide." This research needed approximately 2 months. my times, my day, my money, all were given to do that research. and so do my other friends. we do all out. and so does my teacher. 

I just have to wait the date of the announcement given. I don't really hope much, but if I compare to what we have done. We want to pass to next round. 

I just let God to do it all. I mean, Let the decision will be permitted by God. it will be the best. I'm sure. 

so, what's the correlation between ODB's discovery series and this competition? 

ya..there's a correlation. 

When God isn't answering my prayer, my friends' prayer. it doesn't mean God don't want us to win. probably it means that there's special reason why we don't pass. ya. when God isn't answering my prayer, it doesn't mean that He doesn't love me right? 

By the way. I have decided to play my violin during our praise and worship time in my school. thank God. I just had been realized by my junior named Aldo. He shows that his talent is only for glory for God. and me, I  just have tried to play my violin during that time. I hope God want to receive it happily. Oh Jesus, this is me with my talent given from You. I know at the past I was wrong, but now here I am. I'm really ready to serve you. 

that's all. so much reflection happened to me this week. now I just have to face a long holiday. already ready to set my holiday plans lol. bye. God bless us :)