I miss Phineas. I miss it a lot. so. who is Phineas? what is it? 

it's my reddish-chocolate-brown violin. bought by my papa in Christmas season year 2 years ago. I love it. very much. it's handmade and has melodious-sweet voice. 

I already played violin since the last year of elementary school. that meant I already passed 5 years. I used to finish my violin course, but I stopped in the middle of 8 grader and prefer to join a community & orchestra in Jakarta. well, I stopped following the community in the 9th grader, focused on national examination. now? I'm so busy with my high school-dormitory life. I miss Phineas (actually I have 2 violins. my first violin named Barry and the second one is Phineas) I love both of my violins. 

approximately, I never played my violin since more than 1 month ago, knowing it's broken. I really want to play my violin again. seriously. playing piano can't replace the euphoria of playing violin (even I love piano too). 

that's it. I miss something. something important in my life. I miss you Phineas & Barry. :( 

and... I miss someone, actually we never met. and I wish we can meet as soon as possible. I wish you know that there's a girl who admires you very much. although we're in different time zone, in different island, even in different continent. British and Indonesia. 7 hours different of time. I wish you know that I'm waiting and I always waiting for you *ea* 

I am never ever a huge fan of superstar, until I know One Direction. at the first I don't like it so much, they're just boy-band like other bands. but....time by time passed, I love them. much. much. much. especially to Niall Horan. an Irish boy, baby-face-looked and tender-hearted man. Oh gosh. I really want to meet ya! I love you Niall.

Ich liebe dich