I haven't slept. Here is what I did some minutes ago. Writing something called "curhat" whose purpose is to strengthen all people in my timeline that will face UM UGM and UM Unair tomorrow. What a great joy can make them feel spirited right? 

However, some of my words are given to myself. me. the one that is waiting for something big on some days again. sometimes, I don't want to hear the announcement, I don't want my heart hurts, but sometimes I have to face the truth, I know that it's not something killing, but it's something hurting. well yeah, here I am now. in front of my lappy, hearing some gospel songs on youtube, and thinking, preparing my heart to face it all. 

I still keep a faith. 

I keep it always. 

my words are just like spamming on timeline, but who's going to shout on me and care about it all, huh? it's time to sleep and have a long rest knowing tomorrow I will have long long looooong time to do my usual activity.

well, good luck all of you, pals! don't forget to pray & lift it up to the God Almighty! ^^ God bless.