October

by the first day of October.
it js just a right time to move...
to leave behind all tears
to leave behind my thought of you
I know that I used to use my ego on against you
but it seems you didn't let me in to your life.

simple. I can simply say you let me to leave you.
an obstinate person. that's what my thought of you. I will let myself go away from your life.
by the first day of October.

let the October be the eye-witness
of how we end our friendship.
I don't want my life depending on you. I am tired, I will grow up as a strong girl. I don't need.

I know I can't leave you. I don't know why. but this hurt needs to be cured, this feeling needs to be elaborated. the more days spent by thinking of you, the more moreee positive feeling I have for you.

I know this is hard, but I will try to walk away as you have requested.
don't wait for me, I won't go to your place. I am not waiting for anyone. I just want to continue my life.
don't...don't ever try to phone me. I don't wanna hear your voice. I don't wanna see your smile cause I know this thing won't be successful.

this is my fault, I know.
but you also have a fatal fault in my eyes.
you didn't ever there in my worst condition. how can I forget?
go...go away..  and
I will go away too.

I let you go I let you fly, why do I keep on asking why?

hey October! lets shine

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