I feel not good today, I get flat scores every lesson today. First I got 80 on test, 90 and 80. It is not good because my another friends got 95, 88, and 100. I don't know what's wrong with me. But I can be sure that I will struggle when final examination, fulfill my promise. I hope I can be at bilingual plus class :) and then I have lost my teacher's book, if I remember that. I put it on teacher's table in my class, but when I was back to take the book. the book was lost and nobody knows it. I am scared because the day after tomorrow is Indonesian language and I think the teacher will claim her book. What will I say? I don't know where is her book? Oh God please help me, I will search it until I find it, I hope the teacher will not be angry to me. And then the second time is Mathematics, and my teacher did not come to our class, She went to Solo, Central Java. I don't know why, but it is a good chance to me to do the homework. I forgot to do my homework, and then I just kept silent at class, but when break time, I played chess with my friends and I was the winner. they say me that I am good at chess, but I think it is not true because I am still an amateur.
and then today Indri liked to play spelling bee, maybe it caused yesterday we watched a film, the title is Akeelah and the bee. sometime I like spelling, but sometime I hate it because maybe the word is very complicated.

Do you ever feel down? do you ever feel you are the most stupid people in this world? I always feel like that, I'm not sure if God always beside me, but I will make my heart stronger and believe that Gold always help me. I will fulfill my promise, I will show to you that I can! like barack obama says "YES WE CAN" these words are always said by Erick