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just a simple purposeI always forget to fulfill my promise. It is very heavy for me, but I will try to fulfill it start from now. And do you know, every I hear Romeo and Juliet's original soundtrack, I always imagine that "I just wanna make my best friend, make my nearest people comfort with me, I just make them happy, I just wanna losing their sadness, their problem." I wanna keep the good relationship with them, I don't want lose any friends again, because it can be back again. It is not important to think about myself, I don't wanna be an egoism person. I wanna make you happy, smile, comfort. it is my life purpose besides my thankful to God who has given me a wonderful life with many peoples between me who love me. I wanna replay it all, my thankful to God who has given me all of I need :) He has given all, sorry I can mention in one by one, but do you know. It's the core of my life problem. I wanna chat with you, I wanna say that I hate someone at my class, I don't want meet you, I don't want to talk with you, I don't want to see you. I don't want to do anything with you. I don't want to be your friend, I don't want to be your best friend! I hate you. please forgive me. I am very sorry but I really hate you Every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, and every time. I always ask, are there anybody love me? but I have found, I know everyone love me. I love you, I will replay all with my future job, my dream. I always think, can I reach my purpose?, can I reach my promise. I don't think so, but if I believe God. He always give me the way, the one way which is very useful for my life. I believe my God can change my life and I will be a new human. I will make a big change in my life, I will change my life purpose. It is not a highest education that can we get (but I know it is very important) but my new life purpose is I wanna make everyone smile to me, proud to me. It is not cause I get the highest score but inside it I cheat, I wanna be a honest person, I wanna make them proud, smile, and happy near me. Maybe you don't understand about my post because it is very complicated. Speechless I can't say anything. I just wanna change, change, and revival. My God, He is very nice to me. I never think about that, I never say "thanks God for all" but I just say about the happy event, not the sad event. but it's same. I will respect the sad event, I will try to accept it although it is very hard and I think the sense is very bitter for my heart. But if I can do it, I will be the winner. Labels: new colors of my life 2.6.09 Add Comment [0] |