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let's talk about futuresuddenly i remember about what my mother said to me "Nggi, you have to decide what faculty will you take in college later, so we won't enroll any medical schools if you want to take it or feel so scared." and let's guess what i answered. I just kept silent, especially when my mom told "you know, being a medical school student isn't easy, you have to do some practices with some corpses who are the victim of an accident, then you have to go to remote area and take care of them (the people in there)." by hearing it, we can conclude that being a medical school student is hard, isn't it? and after that occasion, i always think what major will i take? and i will always think about the impact. as you know that my high school just provides 4 majors, they're math, physics, chem, and bio. we should take one and for a year we will study about that major which has been taken by us. i do make an imagery, if i take math as my major...so what will i be in 10 years later? myself can't answer it, being a math teacher? being a lecturer? i don't think it's good answer because...i am not really good at teaching someone. so maybe math is erased from my mind. another imagery is...taking physics as my major, then i think the impact of it. yeah i know what will i be if i take physics. i will be an engineer, good engineer who graduates from Massachusetts Institute of Technology, taking aircraft engineering, being a plane technician, making a plane, or becoming the next generation of BJ Habibie. it seems good, right? but I'm pretty sure that my family disagrees about that, yeah...my brother studies engineering, should i be in engineering too? I'm quite sure that my parent will be bored knowing that most of their children take engineering (except my sister of course). maybe, just maybe....physics is erased from my mind. then i make an imagery about the next major. Biology? I really really know what will i be if i take Biology as my major, I'll be a doctor right? a neurosurgeon, or a dentist, or a pediatrician, or maybe a vet, or a surgeon..or maybe i can be a biology scientist. working in a lab like Louis Pasteur, doing some researches and finding some medicines that can cure severe ills or deathly ills, those are looked so good right? i really want to be a neurosurgeon, but... you have to know this story before. today i watched a documentary film called "in the womb" it has 3 sequels and I have watched it all. in that film, i watched some scary surgeries which made me closed my eyes and....stopped to talk. then i said to my sister "sis, can i be a doctor if i am too scared about a surgery?" she said "yes you can, you can be a pediatrician. it's not too hard" as you know that i really like dangerous things and I'm an adventurous girl(?). my sister's answer didn't make me feel good. that means, maybe biology will not be 100 percents match with me. the last but not least, chemistry. in secondary school, i didn't study chemistry too much. my sister says that chemistry is really fun. you can do some experiments in lab and the result is amazing. i never believe it because i haven't done it. should i take chemistry? i don't have any choices, chemistry? my mother loves it so much. i don't i really don't know what chemistry tells about. i don't care with chemistry although i can find some operations there. oh ya! the impact! what will i be if i take chemistry? i haven't thought about it. chemistry seems to be erased from my mind. gaah, that's really awkward right? i am being pretty confused now. i need my mom to talk about it, and i am sure that she'll give me best solution. and i should take this problem to my night prayer. good night everyone, i hope you read my awkward entry and give your solution. that will mean much for me. i will appreciate it much!  Labels: majors 8.5.11 Add Comment [0] |