Mr. variable
You were the one that I hoped to be there while the other one seemed to refuse me.
You were the only one that I hoped to cure me from this hurted injury.
I was not ok, I was not ok. Didn't you hear that?
I was absolutely not ok at all. I needed you to be my moodbooster.
Birds, butterflies, grass, even leaves helped me to voice your name. Even nature directly whispered it to you.
Were you deaf on that time? or just simply closed your ears, closed your eyes, walking on the opposite of that street and leaving me alone?
I was not ok at that time.
you were not dare to share your happiness to me.
I never wondered before that it came from you, the one that firstly I thought was different from other guys. The one that made me think I was extraordinarily special.
But at the end, I realised that you are the same.
Poorly, I am wrong.
Lets put all the memories into the deepest hole ever. I won't go back to the memories. I came to a conclusion that I can not trust you anymore.
How should I call you now?
Ex. Friend?
Ex. Senior?
Friend?
Not a friend anymore?
Or I can simply call you aberration friend. :)
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